Let go

 Let go 

I let go 

What do you mean 

I let go…

What do you mean 

I let myself go? 

Cos my body is not slim anymore?

Did you know I just had a baby?

Did you know I had to care for our cryin child?

And it’s too much…I’m tired…I’m stressed 

You become distant…

You move away 

You don’t look at me 

You’re shallow….

So your excuse was

To cheat 

And cheat 

And cheat 

Being unfaithful 

Being weak

Cos I’m not skinny anymore…

I’m not the same woman 

Cos I have a baby….

The fact I’m old 

I’m a mother 

You don’t want me…

You went and found another fresh pussy 

To drown your cock in….

You have no discipline….

Has anyone told you 

Cute doesn’t last forever?

Cute has an expiration date….

Cos as a woman 

I do my best to take care of myself 

I do my best to try to connect with you again 

Even if I exercise 

You don’t want me….

So I stop givin 

My all, stop waitin 

For you to come home 

Instead I let you have your 

Playboy fun with your sidechick 

She can have you all to yourself 

Besides you show me she’s way 

Better than me…

Go and be with her 

But you ain’t seein 

Our baby…you don’t want me 

You don’t want my baby either….

When I left 

And you don’t give a fuck

Not thinkin about me

It’s all good…

You’re all about 

The ego 

The looks

The image 

You say it’s not fair 

Ha it’s fair

You cheated 

You said I was fat 

I let go….

When I left an empty house 

I hope you push down your guilt 

Like a man and go ahead 

Marry your youngest sidechick 

How old? Like 23 or 21?

I mean you be fuckin her 

Everywhere feelin her body

Right?

You can always tell 

Yourself it’s for the best 

Not learnin your lesson 

Not gettin your consequences 

Since you don’t give a damn,

Don’t try to come back 

Don’t contact me

Don’t look for me 

Don’t stalk me

I’m already moved on 

Thrivin 

Risin 

Leave us alone 

Have no right to 

Miss your family 

When you broke bond

When you broke trust 

When you said I let go…

💯©️Kai C. 4-30-26

Black people are actin like white folks

 Black people are actin like white folks 

Black people are actin like white folks 

Do you notice?

Have you observed?

They think they’re white….

They’re not….

It’s a syndrome….

A condition…

It’s not supposed to be an excuse….

But it’s the real reason why…

Colonization 

Slavery 

Imperialism 

You can’t say it’s all white people 

Doin, I mean look at this world 

It’s a mass destruction all over the continent…

Still some of our people believe 

White superiority does exist….

It never was…..

White people crested it just to

feel better about themselves….

They do have a low self esteem….

And low self esteem gives off inferiority, 

Insecurity, and envy….it becomes hate….

They put that on us through abuse, brainwashin,

And they have us hate our own selves….it’s why

Brothas and sistahs are whitenin our own bloodline…

It’s why some people are frowned upon interracial relationships 

It’s why some people watch our people talk white 

And they speak white supremacy points 

What’s so scary they act like kkk….

They’re so lost…

I said to myself, 

If white people disappear, 

Self hated black people will look for them

Or do somethin worse….

There was a post about if white people are all gone, 

Some black people will commit suicide…

Some think they need white folks around….

And we have to leave them alone….

This is what whiteness does to our black souls….

It’s poison….

It fucked up our brains and hearts…

This is why history is important in the black community 

This is why learnin about psychology does exist 

Cos we have multiple slave mentalities….

And you see Africans 

They’re gorgeous people on the planet 

The most intelligent people in the world 

But many still worship a white man….

That mindset makes me shake my mind…

I don’t like sayin this about Africa diasporas 

Though we have to speak the truth….

Cos our race, our nation has a mental illness 

Our own black people have a mental disorder 

From the hands of western violence…and we were taught 

And trained and we internalize the triggers…white supremacy give 

Us episgenetics to grow trauma, spread trauma everywhere in the black families…. We desantize, we normalize it..

We act savage like them and we don’t speak about it…

We don’t talk about mental health with our people….

We ask why are you actin white?

Some feelings get hurt, 

Cos there are facts in this question….

Black people have white friends and we do pick up on things 

They do…I remember that I was told that 

I acted like white or being white 

Cos I was around a lot of white people….

In my mind, I didn’t think skin color doesn’t matter 

I didn’t hate my brown skin…

I didn’t know what was goin on when I was young…

I didn’t know til I wanted to read more…

I wanted to learn more about black history…

And I understood why….

 black people are actin white folks…

Slave mentality 

Stockholm syndrome 

PTSD 

All kind of disorders we have 

And I watch most of us breakin the cycles by 

Lovin us and our own self 

We’re growin dignity and self respect 

And our worth like evergreen tree..

Many of us  are wakin up 

Many of us are stop actin like white folks

Cos we ain’t white….

Plus, who wants to act like colonizers 

Anyway?

Not me, white people want us to 

Act like them…part of their agenda….

 ✊🏿💯©️Kai C. 4-29-26